way too much of it.
like never used.
like 50-75% of what i have in my room is not used.
i use a lot of it maybe like once or twice a year.
i don't really want it all.
i want to have a lot less crap around.
yet, i can't seem to get rid of it.
somehow i'm emotionally connected to all my crap.
i want to get rid of it.
yet, i don't really want to at the same time.
i think that i feel like if i throw it away i'm throwing away my memories/past or something.
i don't know.
i just know that i'm addicted to my stuff.
i was rehab.