lately i've really been wanting to speak french. it's really annoying. especially since i can't really speak it to anyone here cause no one knows it. and i can't take a french class next semester cause it won't fit... grr.
also, lately i've really been wanting a boy. it seems like everyone has one but me. i don't feel like any guy even pays attention to me or cares anything about me. its annoying. cause everyone says i still have time and that its easier without someone else to have to think about and stuff. but still... grr.
so yea. i'm a mix of annoyed, tired, joyful, happy, and blah.