i'm having issues with both of these lately. trusting other people, what they say, that they are being honest. trusting myself, that i really know what i think i do. trusting God, that He really does have the best plan and that things will work out for good. waiting for things to happen. waiting for things to change. waiting for people to initiate with me cause i'm sick of always being the responsible one that makes things happen. waiting for redeeming authentic relationships to actually form. waiting for answers about my future. it's tough. trusting and waiting are probably the two hardest things for me, because i want to be in control and know and for things to happen now, not later. it's a process.