awkward

everything feels sorta awkward. i'm really excited to get to LR and organize my room and go to class and get to know people and meet Alyssa. but i'm also sad that i'm leaving my friends and family. so i'm trying to pack and get ready to leave. but also to see the people i'm not going to see for a while. but you don't want to see them too much and get attached, because you're leaving. so its all just awkward.